ജീവിത ഗതി

കാത്തിരിപ്പിന്നവസാനം എന്തെന്നറിയാതെ
നാലു ചുവരുകൾക്കുള്ളിൽ
ചങ്ങലയാൽ ബന്ധിക്കപ്പെട്ടവളുടെ ജീവിതം
പ്രതീക്ഷകളെല്ലാം വാടിക്കരിഞ്ഞ്
 വിശ്വാസമെല്ലാം വേരോടെ നഷ്ട്ടപ്പെട്ട്
വെളിച്ചമകറ്റി നിർത്തി
ദുഖങ്ങളും വേദനകളും കണ്ണീരും ഏറ്റുവാങ്ങാൻ
പൂർണ തയ്യാറെടുപ്പുകൾ നടത്തിയവൾ
ഇഷ്ടങ്ങളും ആഗ്രഹങ്ങളും ഉള്ളിലൊതുക്കി
ഋതുഭേദങ്ങൾ മാറി മറഞ്ഞു
സ്വപ്നങ്ങളെല്ലാം തല്ലിക്കെടുത്തി
സ്വയമുരുകിത്തീരാൻ തുനിഞ്ഞവൾക്കൊരാശ്വാസമായ്
ഇളം തെന്നൽ തഴുകി തലോടവെ
ആ കണ്ണുകളിൽ ഉദിച്ച നക്ഷത്രത്തിളക്കം
ലോകമാകെ പ്രകാശ പൂരിതമാക്കി 

Journey

A well known platform

the train, the passengers,

the destination were new

neither eagerness nor curiousness

touched me

Body mounted on a number of wheels

Started moving with a tremendous horn

As it headed forward, 

the images got rewind

Amazing green fields appeared and disappeared

Organized set of migratory birds

flew in groups

drawing figures in the sky

New stations, new faces, new experience

Destiny to meet them

Women in burqa and their eyes

School going children , their heavy loaded bags

Employees not bothered about anyone

Gliding above the bridge, graceful ripples

Some images were missed

someone is missing

An empty minded girl

reached her destination. 

ആശിച്ചതൊന്നു മാത്രം

ഒരായിരം നക്ഷത്രങ്ങൾ നിറഞ്ഞു 
നിന്നൊരാകാശം നോക്കി നിൽക്കവെ 
എൻ മനമാശിച്ചതൊന്നു മാത്രം 
ഹൃദയമിടിപ്പിന്നകലത്തിൽ നീ ഉണ്ടായിരുന്നെങ്കിൽ 
                               

അകലങ്ങളിലെവിടെ നിന്നോ ഒഴുകിയെത്തുന്ന 
പുഴ നോക്കി നിൽക്കവെ 
എൻ കരമാശിച്ചതൊന്നു മാത്രം 
നിന്നെ തഴുകി തലോടുവാനായെങ്കിൽ

                                     

മന്ദമാരുതനെറ്റാടിയുലയുന്ന വൃക്ഷലതാതികളെ 
കണ്ടാസ്വധിക്കവെ 
എൻ മിഴികളാശിച്ചതൊന്നു മാത്രം 
എന്നും നിന്നെ കണിക്കണ്ടുണരുവാൻ സൗഭാഗ്യമുണ്ടായെങ്കിൽ 

സൂര്യതാപമേറ്റ് 
വാടിത്തളർന്നു നടക്കവെ 
എൻ നിഴലാശിച്ചതൊന്നു മാത്രം 
നിൻ നിഴലിൽ അലിഞ്ഞു ചേരുവാനായെങ്കിൽ 

സുഗന്ധം പരത്തും പൂക്കൾക്കിടയിലൂടെ 
പാറിപ്പറക്കവെ 
ശലഭമായ് ഞാൻ ആശിച്ചതൊന്നു മാത്രം 
നിന്നിലെ തേൻ നുകരുവാനായെങ്കിൽ 

മഴത്തുള്ളികൾ ആനന്ദ നൃത്തമാടവെ 
നിന്നിലെ നിന്നെ അറിയുവാനായെങ്കിൽ 

നിമിഷം

അറിയാതെൻ ജീവനിൽ  നീ 

അലിഞ്ഞു ചേർന്ന നിമിഷം

ഒരായിരമിതളായി ഞാൻ വിടർന്നു 

സ്വപ്നത്തിൻ മഞ്ചലിൽ മതി മറന്നാടവെ 

ഒരു നേർത്ത തെന്നലായ് നീ വന്നു 

ശലഭമായ് പാറിപ്പറക്കവേ , പൂന്തേൻ 

നുകരുവാൻ നീയണഞ്ഞ നിമിഷം 

ഇതളുകൾക്കിടയിലൂടൂർന്നിറങ്ങി 

എന്നിലെ എന്നെ നീ അറിഞ്ഞ അറിഞ്ഞ നിമിഷം 

ലോല ഭാവത്തിലെന്നെ 

നെഞ്ചോടണച്ചൊരാ നിമിഷം 

എന്നും എൻ ഓർമയിൽ തങ്ങി നില്ക്കും 

Feeling You - a dream come true

When I stood besides you

Hot sunny rays didn't burn me

Looking at your shadow

I tried to hide in it

When you move away for a minute

I didn't feel to open my eyes

Never I enjoyed another image 

when you are with me

Looking at you, waiting for you

Stepped in the wild world of nature

On left, saw their geography

Moved ahead

Chocolate brown colour spots on the tall creature

moving in pairs of two

Mind murmured to hold your hands

Without giving chance for a second thought

I followed my mind

The wild world of beasts vanished

The elegant agile angels' from heaven

came down to earth with a hallow of Love

Multi coloured parakeets didn't attract me

Naughty long tailed macaques didn't distract me

Those moments.... I lived my life

In wide angle, saw our ancestor species

With thick black fur, seated like

a carved statue in nature

But my eyes and mind eagerly starred

at you, besides me,

Your words, smile and happiness

generated an internal excitement in me.

As the gigantic birds , cranes and swans flew above 

You were my shelter

Seeing the reptile seems to be scary

But your presence changed my thoughts

The King of forests seemed restless

Standing in front of the squeeze cage 

I felt the entire world is beneath my feet

Walking in the heart of nature with you

The most wonderful moment I ever had is

Feeling You

Without any reason or cause 

simply feeling you 

Stay with you in silence and just feel you

Without a touch I can feel you

I feared my touch would hurt you

But your magic took away my fear

God blessed , by giving me moments

TO Feel you

Feeling you

................... a dream come true....

Y time is so cruel

As I see the clock moving around

I can feel the moment of departure

Like the hornbill waiting for rain,

peacock waiting for cloudiness

my mind eagerly waits for the 

next memorable moments in life

Heaviness felt in heart flooded 

like the river in rainy season

Waiting for the nature to calm down

spreading around happiness and joy

Sharing.........

Sharing your time for someone, 

no other gifts compensate for the time you give them.

You may buy costliest items for them

But you might not realize what they really need

its your presence they really wish for

If you can't give them your presence then your life goes waste

They just wish to be with you

They will always keep you in their heart 

if u be with them for a fraction of second

When they come besides you , 

just give a smile

that means a lot for them

When they try to b with you , 

let them 

When they look at u, 

give a glance

When they touch u, 

feel them

When they think about you

just be in their thoughts

When they need you

be besides them

When they wanna share some pain

allow them to lie on your shoulder

When they trust you , 

ensure 

not to break it

When they understand you

just try to understand back

When they love you whole heartedly

try not to hurt their feelings

Because they are loving you

which others are waiting for....

Passed on story

There was a man with four wives. He loved his fourth wife the most and took a great care of her and gave her the best.

He also loved his third wife and always wanted to show her off to his friends. However, he was always had a fear that she might runaway with some other man.

He loved his second wife too. Whenever he faced some problems, he always turned to his second wife and she would always help him out.

He did not love his first wife though she loved him deeply, was very loyal to him and took great care of him. One day the man fell very ill and knew that he is going to die soon.

He told himself, "I have four wives with me. I will take one of them along with me when I die to keep company in my death."

Thus, he asked the fourth wife to die along with him and keep company. "No way!" she replied and walked away without another word.

He asked his third wife. She said "Life is so good over here. I'm going to remarry when you die".

He then asked his second wife. She said "I'm Sorry. I can't help you this time around. At the most I can only accompany you till your grave."

By now his heart sank and he turned cold.

Then a voice called out: "I'll leave with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go."

The man looked up and there was his first wife. She was so skinny, almost like she suffered from malnutrition. 

Greatly grieved, the man said, "I should have taken much better care of you while I could have!"

Actually, we all have four wives in our lives.

a. The fourth wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it'll leave us when we die.

b. The third wife is our possession, status and wealth. When we die, they go to others.

c. The second wife is our family and friends. No matter how close they had been there for us when we're alive, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.

d. The first wife is our soul, neglected in our pursuit of material wealth and pleasure. It is actually the only thing that follows us wherever we go.

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When you are sitting besides a person who loves you so muchYou feel God blessed you a lotWhen you are talking with a person who cares you so muchYou feel you are the most luckiest person in this worldWhen you are walking together You feel you conquered the world

Thanks for this Life

Though I was waiting for you
The way you entered ,the moment you stepped in,
the love you giving me ,the care I get from you
the words and silence you share with me
the concern you have about me
the comfort I feel when you are near
Nothing can replace the feel you give me in this life
Dullness and dryness washed away
by the drops of love you shed in my life
Loneliness hide beneath the ground fearing your presence
Happiness and joy come to me when you are near
Thoughtless mind I have when you stay close to me
The energy you give makes me fit to move ahead
Sometimes you walked without a glance 
not even a smile but I ensured myself 
not to miss the chance in seeing you 
The moment I see you, drops of love,
trust and happiness fall in my life

You are the most precious gift that God could ever give me
I smile from my heart , returning to those evergreen days 
of my life, cherishing each and every moment with you
Seconds move like years, hours like centuries
Waiting for you, but I love those eagerness
to see you


You are making me live this life to the fullest