Jobless

Friends, noises, bunking classes
sleepless nights before exams
mobiles ,either silent or switched off
missed calls and messages during class hours
attentive but sleeping with open eyes
scribbling songs instead of lecture notes
roaming about in the campus without reasons
everything turn out to a tiny seed of memory

Staying inside the room, to know
the growth of batch-mate
Still unable to climb the steps of liking career
Sleeping on top of competitive exam books
Boring history, interesting politics
spontaneous mathematics
playing games at midnight
lack of confidence to face people
lost feeling lock in the cave of darkness
hope for the seed to germinate